6.10 Voices

Warning: Adult Scenes and language

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Draco was hearing a voice in his head and yelled at the voice, “Stay away from me.” The voice coldly replied, “Tough, you are never going to get rid of me.”

“I want my life back.”

“You will never figure it out in time and then your Dad will suffer.” Draco woke up with sweat pouring from him. 

He got out of bed and looked in the mirror. All he saw was the man he’d become not the man he wanted to be. He wanted to cry out for help but he couldn’t. He was pushing his Mum away and his Dad was on the verge of kicking him out. Harmony tolerated him.  The only people he could really count on were William and Blake.

Draco often thought of Torri but every time he tried to dream about her the nightmare took over. 

Suddenly his phone went and when he saw it was Carl ringing, he answered, “Look I’m not in the mood…”

“Don’t really care; the packages are ready for collection.”

“Fine, I’ll be there in 30 minutes.” Draco wasn’t in the mood to hand out drugs at the club that night, he wanted to see Torri but he’d made this deal so he couldn’t back out now.

When he finished handing out the drugs he saw Torri looking at him and he went straight over to her, “Hay you look beautiful tonight.” Torri gazed into his eyes and melted once again, “Dance with me?”

Draco took her to the dance floor and for about the longest hour in their lives they danced as they let their bodies do the talking when suddenly Torri cupped his face and finally asked, “Why did you save me?” 

Draco closed his eyes for a moment then opened them and said in a whisper, “You were worth saving.” Torri smiled widened as he continued, “I couldn’t see you hurt.” Torri could see pain in his eyes and said, “Talk to me Draco.”

He so wanted to talk to her and tell her what was bothering him but he couldn’t get the words out so he ended up losing his temper and snapping at people. However tonight he managed to answer, “I will walk you home then I need to get home.”

When Draco got home he went straight to his room, he was lying on his bed when he heard a knock as Teddy walked in, “Draco, can we be friends again?” 

Draco looked at his Mum and before he could answer her, he heard a voice in his head, ‘This will be fun.’ 

Draco tried to protest but it was no good, “Mum fuck off and no we can’t be friends again.” 

Teddy ran from the room and slid down the wall, “My baby boy hates me, what has happened to him?” 

Draco stood by the door as he listened to his mother’s tears and whispered, “I’m so sorry Mummy, please help me.” Then he heard the voice again, ‘No-one can hear your pleas for help…poor Draco all alone and no-one cares.’

He opened the door and saw his Dad comforting his mother, “Stay away from me right now boy because otherwise I will beat the crap out of you for hurting your mother.”

Draco felt the sense of loss as he tried to say, “Dad please…”

“I don’t want to hear your excuses.” 

Draco ran from the house and when he got to Torri’s home he punched the door until she answered. She could see he was visibly shaken and asked, “What happened?”

“I’ve really did it this time.” Torri tried again to reach him, “What is bothering you?” Suddenly he yelled at her, “Nothing, stop nagging me.” He left the house slamming the door behind him.

Draco had only got about 200 yards up the road when pretty boy approached him. He stroked Draco’s cheek and said, “Let’s have sex as that always cheers you up. You haven’t been seeing that new girl, have you?”

“It’s none of your business who I see now let’s get this over with.”

They went to pretty boy’s apartment and he stripped ready for Draco. He bent over the sofa and said, “You know this will make you feel better and as my loyal customer, tonight is on the house.” Draco for the first time stripped naked then took pretty boy. Once Draco was done he got his clothes and left.

When he arrived home Harmony was at the front door waiting for him, “Sis, what’s up?”

“Here are your suitcases and I’ve been told to tell you that you are no longer welcome in the family home, Dad’s orders.”

“But where will I go? Harmony wanted to help and said, “Tell me what is going on and I’ll help you.” Draco fell to his knees as he said, “I can’t tell you.”

Torri let Draco in once more. He sat on the sofa and Torri leaned into him as she kissed him and said, “Are you staying the night?” Draco looked lustful into her eyes and replied, “Yes babe I am.”

Torri led Draco to the bedroom. He stood in front of her as she undressed him then he undressed her, he was gentle and loving as he whispered, “You’re a wonderful person.” He glanced over her shoulder at her body, “Torri I can’t hold on much longer.” He started to nibble at her neck as she tilted her head more, “More Draco more.” 

She turned to him and stroked his face, “Draco please say it.” He heard the voice in his head say, ‘Just fuck her and get this over with. Why does she need to hear those 3 little words…how revolting?’

Draco screamed back in his head, ‘Why can’t I say those words to her and leave me alone.’

Suddenly he was facing Torri again, “Hay, you had a blank expression on your face…Draco let me help you?”

He kept his voice tender and replied, “I’m fine and so are you,” with no warning he was inside her going deeper and deeper and all he could hear at that moment was Torri screaming his name. 

6.9 This is me

William got up with a headache and as he was made a drink he heard the twins laughing. When he looked out the window he saw Victoria playing with them and thought about everything she had said. Suddenly he heard Art say, “How are you this morning?” 

Will turned to him and said, “Sorry for snapping at you last night. I’m just nervous…”

“Dad you will be fine, do you want my help with the room?” Will smiled and said, “Thanks but I’ve got this one but I’ll give you that picture.” 

Art followed his Dad into the room and with a deep breath William took down his wedding picture and gave it to Art.

“Dad, you’ve taken a big step here and I’m proud of you.” Will smiled and replied, “I better get started on this room.”

Will emptied the entire room so it was like a blank canvas and just stood there looking around the bare room. He remembered how he and Heather had argued about starting family. This was also the room where he and Heather found out they were expecting Art but now this room had to become William but how? 

The phone rang and it was Dawn, “Do you need help?” How did she know at that moment he needed ideas then he remembered if he was hurting his Dad would know and in this case tell Dawn.

“I could use a little help Dawn. I’ve emptied the room but I don’t know how to start.”

“Ok, what is your favourite colour as in what does William like?”

“Aren’t you coming here?” Dawn firmly said, “I’d love too but you need to do this. I’m just giving you ideas.”

“I like purple and blues.” Dawn paused on the other end of the phone and asked, “Remember Will, this is a living area so I suggest go with an accent wall. Purple would be a good move and the sofas, you don’t have to get rid of them just get covers to give them a new look. I hope this has helped?”

“Thank you, I’ll get working on it now.”

Will spent the afternoon getting the room changed and when he needed the new covers, he lock the room door so no-one saw what he was doing until it was finished. 

When he was finally done he found Victoria trying to feed the twins, “Victoria when you have a minute I’d like a word.” 

Will waited in the hall for Victoria too appear, “Ok William what is it?

“I want to show you something.” She followed him to the living area and then he stopped by the door and without looking back he said, “I took everything you said on board and well see for yourself.” 

He opened the door and when she entered the room, Victoria was in a state of shock, “Wow, the colour it’s beautiful and the picture…I don’t know what to say.”

“This is me moving forward…look I was hoping that you’d spend the evening in this room with me, you know a date,” William looked nervous as he asked her. “I’d really like that.”

When the twins were settled Will put some music on and sat by the fire place and asked, “Tell me about yourself, Victoria.”

“Not much to tell really, I’m an only child and I’ve never dated much. There… very short and sweet.”

“Come on…what about your parents?”

“I haven’t seen them in years, since I left home at sixteen. We make the odd call from time to time but that’s it.” 

She sat next to Will and asked, “Ok I know you have two brothers, any sisters?”

“Not yet.” She looked shocked at his remark but before she could say anything Will added, “My Dad and Dawn are so in love and if it was up to my Dad he’d have more kids.”

Victoria now had to ask, “And you, would you have more kids?” Will thought about it and said, “I’d love more kids but I’d be scared the whole time because I couldn’t handle losing the woman in my life. 

Victoria, would you dance with me?” He offered his hand and Victoria accepted as they danced around the room Will thought, ‘She has a beautiful smile and her eyes sparkle.’

Victoria thought, ‘I can’t believe he changed the room and it’s so him. The way I feel right this minute, I hope he never lets me go.’

When the music stopped Will could see that she was tired and offered to walk her to her bedroom. She tried to protest and say she didn’t live there anymore but Will wouldn’t hear it and told her that she was moving back because she only left in temper. 

“Good night Victoria.” She smiled at him and replied, “I know everyone calls you Will but I want to call you William, if that’s ok?”

“I don’t mind either way.”

“Good night William.”
Will suddenly had this lift in his step when he heard a loud knock at the door.When he opened the door pretty boy grabbed him by the shirt and said, “Where the fuck is Draco?” 

Will quickly moved his hands from his shirt and said coldly, “He is not here and if I catch you at my house again there will be hell to pay.”

“Pass this message on then, tell him to stay away from the new girl in town Torri because he’s mine.”

6.8 How do I move on?

Warning: Adult scenes

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William’s emotions were running high and yelled at the door, “You can’t stay in the room forever; we need to talk.” All Will heard was, “Yes I can…” 

William had heard enough and opened the door. He lowered his tone and asked, “How did it go?” Victoria glanced at him and in an angry tone said, “It didn’t.” William could see she was upset, “It’s because you heard Nathan talk about you.”

She glared at him, “I was looking forward to this date until I heard that you liked me.”

“I can forget what happened tonight if you can,” there it was another lie, another denial. 

Now Victoria was really angry, “Forget! The trouble is WILL, I can’t because I like you more than I should," she lowered her voice and said, "I will move back to my flat so it is easier on you.”

Will got in front of her door and crossed his arms and firmly said, “No. I want you to stay. The twins can’t lose someone else.” Victoria saw the pain in his eyes and came close to him stroking his arm slightly and replied, “What about you William?”

William looked into her eyes and asked, “How do I move on?”

“You need to start opening up to people, to be true to yourself about your feelings.” William looked deep into her eyes and finally said, “I’m sorry I lied tonight. I do like you a great deal but I’m confused.”

Victoria smiled just a little, “I’m glad you said that out loud but this whole house is you and Heather and I can’t compete with a dead wife and if you want us to date it’s not fair to ask me to live up to her.”

William stood there for a moment and replied, “Heather was unique just like you are. I don’t want you to compete with Heather and please don’t think that I would.”

“As I said before every room I go in is her…” Victoria tried to get past William but he wouldn’t let her pass, “Don’t leave…”

“William please let me pass.” He looked at her and asked softly, “Why?” 

She looked into his eyes and replied, “I have to leave because if I stay here it’s going to drive me crazy. You say you like me but you haven’t made any attempt to hold me or kiss me so until you make you mind up about what you really want then I am moving back to my flat. I’m not quitting my job so I’ll be here in the morning for the twins.” William didn’t know what to say but moved out of her way and watched her leave.

Art had his arms around Ellen when she asked, “I need to find somewhere to live as I can’t stay at the resort forever; will you help me?”

He kissed her slightly and said, “You know I will. Now about tomorrow’s date, where would you like to go?”

Ellen looked sweetly at him and said, “You choose…”

“I’ve chosen every date so far it’s your turn.”

“I love doing what you pick for our dates.” Art loved her enthusiasm but he wondered why she wouldn’t pick a date so he read her mind and found out she hated heights so asked, “My mum and Dad had a date once where they went wall climbing so we can do that, what do you think?” Ellen started to panic but said, “It sounds great.” Art was confused at why Ellen would go when she really didn’t want too. 

Suddenly Art needed to feed and when he checked his pocket his emergency blood pack was empty. He knew he could bond and feed from Ellen in one go. He could do this as part of their love making but he wasn’t sure. He wrapped his arms tightly around her and asked, “Ellen, I have something I need to ask but I need the truth as you know I can read your mind. Can I bond with you and feed from you?”

“What is bonding?”

“It means you can talk to me though your thoughts and we can hear each other also we belong to each other and no-one else.” Ellen paused for moment then replied, “Bond with me, Art.”

“Can I feed from you too?” Ellen nodded in agreement. 

Art turned Ellen around so they were facing each other. He kissed her lips softly then rubbed his hands up and down her back, he then whispered, “So it is a pleasurable experience for you let’s make this part of our first time together…”

“Art, I’ve never been with anyone before.” 

Art lifted her chin slightly and said, “My first time was a total wash out so I’d rather try again but with you.” Ellen agreed with Art as she allowed him to remove her clothes but she asked as she lay down on the sand,
“What if someone comes by?”

“I won’t let anyone see you naked.” He gazed at her for a moment kissing any part of her body he could. Then she panicked as she saw his eyes turn red but when Art realised he said gently, “They turn red when I’m really starving but it’s ok Ellen it’s still me.” She relaxed when he assured her and Ellen then started to enjoy their first time. Even when he sunk his teeth into her, Ellen moaned in delight. 

When Art finally entered her, he felt a sense of gratification and pleasure all in one that he’d never experienced before and it suddenly dawned on him that he was madly in love with Ellen.

William was sat there slumped over the sofa when Art walked in, “Dad, what the hell?” He didn’t look at Art as he replied, “Victoria left me and we weren’t even dating.”

“Can you blame her?”

“Do you know she wants me to redecorate?” 

Art sat beside his Dad, “Try to do one room as a gesture that shows you are able to move forward.”

“Which room then?” Art thought carefully before answering, “The other living room where you hung your wedding picture above the fireplace.” 

William got up and growled at his son, “I see erase your mother and what about the picture?” Art snapped back, “See this is why Victoria left you. I’d have the picture as you are my parents. I don’t need this shit Dad, I’ve had a fantastic night and you are spoiling it.”

“What was so special about tonight?”

“I bonded with Ellen.”